When my Bipolar is under control I don't have the need or cravings to use.
The longest I have felt fairly normal without Bipolar episodes is three weeks. One day I'm fine, the next day I'm out of control I cannot control
my addiction, and before I know it, my mania is back and I want to use to keep me up and running. Its a deadly, frustrating cycle, I can't be consistant.

Does anyone have any tips, I already know about NA, and I'm in a 12-step program right now. I dont have any friends because of what I have done in the past.

If its not one thing its another!