I can't trust either, how do we get that back??? I always feel like everyone has motive. I take it as it comes and try my best to do the right thing, but sometimes I wonder at how paranoid I am and ahow to manage that at times. I always feel that people are looking at me and I can't figure out why... I try not to get caught up in it but sometimes it affects me to the point where I really have to stay in and not go out! It is difficult feeling that everyone is out to hurt you in some way....I'm not sure how to get past that!

TJ