i've tried to help her get help - i've tried and tried. she's borderline so everyone in her life has desreted her (her parents were horrible so i don';t blame her really) but -

i have exams in 2 weeks

my hero killed himself 25 years ago this week - i know it's stupid to be like this over a mere singer, but he was my hero and i'm a bit iffy this week as a result

i'm sinking - si twice in 3 days, i haven't before in months - i have ot admit i'm sinking, i can't deal with her

BUT

if i desert her it WILL kill her - and i can't have that on my consciensce (and it would be)

aggggh