> there is NO WAY IN HELL i would implant EIGHT eggs. That is ASKING for eight babies.

It is more likely that an implanted fertilized egg / preembryo won't successfully attach to the womb (and grow into a foetus) than that it will. If you were to do them one or two at a time that would require a great many implant treatments in order for one to take. That is why they implant a greater number than that. Typically none of them take. If you are lucky one will take. In RARE cases (very rare cases) a whole bunch take.

> And like nadya i beleive that an egg is life.

Snot is life too. You could extract my DNA from my snot and implant it into a preembryo and make a clone of me if you wanted to. But each time I place a tissue in the trash isn't murder or killing anymore than each month an unfertilized egg leaves your body is murder or killing. Pre-embryos (that have about 4 or 6 cells to them) are a little more controversial... But it is hard to see how my egg is anymore 'alive' or 'potentially alive' than my snot.

Have you thought about carrying a child for a couple who are unable to carry a child? There are people who will pay medical expenses and so on and so forth for someone else to carry a child for them. That would be a (potentially) good way for you to experience pregnancy (if you enjoy that) without all the worries of having enough food on the table for your kids, saving for their college education and so on...