I was so hopeful when I was given trazodone that I would sleep. I have horrendous nightmares all about being murdered, I call out for my mom who was killed in a car accident, and wake up all throughout the night. I am just going to have to accept that I will never get good sleep again. My doctor doesn't want me to rely on klonopin but it is the only thing that has helped me sleep. He gives me a prescription but then gets frustrated when I take it. I only take 1mg at night. So I haven't taken it and I have had no decent sleep. I know that I am going to be killed in a car accident or have horrible damages to my mental and physical health if I can't sleep. I cant even enjoy my kids because I am so mentally and physically worn out. The lexapro has helped with depression but I would cut my right arm off for a good night's sleep. What should I do?