I know that in the past particular meds have given me some horrid nightmares. You might want to look at your dreams with your pdoc and/or T from this angle. For example, lithium, especially when I first began it, gave me some of the most exhausting, complex and absolutely gruesome brain movies I've ever had. A too-abrupt cut-off of benzos also usually leads to nightmares. If this isn't too personal a question, what's your med cocktail at the moment? PCers who are on the same things may have had similar experiences and be able to help you cope with the dreams. Just a thought. Ta. Cheshire Cat