I'm glad to hear that you have someone you can talk to. Do you think that if you just explained to your husband that you need to have his support, but are not in the place right now where you can describe how you feel, that he would just be there to, hold you - Or show you love in whichever way he is capable of? Sometimes actions can speak far more than words, and when everything boils down.. we just need to feel loved and accepted.