I have always found that the only way to combat negative self talk was with positive self talk. Keep the negativity in perspective like you actually are.
You are understanding that it is not rational. Keep repeating positve things to you and force yourself when you feel bad to do it.
Not an easy task I know. Sorry I can't offer more help.
103 miles is awsome. My guess is you are in great shape.
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