well capp i have taken one step into recovery i signed up for a.o.d.a classes which is for people trying to quit i hope this helps me as for kicking me friend out i dont know how to go about it becuz i feel as if i am stuck with um i mean its more then one fiend they all have no place to go and i feel as if i am obligated to let them stay with me becuz i dont want to be the bad guy i wish i could wake up and my problems could just be gone