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Apr 14, 2009, 12:21 AM
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Well, it will either be:
#1: I don't need it because they found one on record
OR
#2: I need one. No real choice in the matter
Because it is required of me for VESID.
This is what it boils down to.
Maybe, just maybe it won't happen and I'm getting worked up for nothing. But you know, if not with an evaluation, but with possible therapy outside of school it's going to have to come up eventually. 
I know what I should do, I know what I have to do, for my own sake. That is to be honest with them and myself. But when and if the day actually comes, I wonder if I will be able to do it...?  for me, it is a frightening prospect because I know this information is going to be passed around amongst the adults (my teachers, probably my parents) they are all expecting me to be a normal person which...honestly I don't think I am most of the time. So unless the person ends up saying that I'm completely normal and fine and stuff...which is something I find to be completely invalidating...they are going to ask questions. it puts me in a tough spot.
(PS: i know exactly what you are talking about)
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