I know I need to face reality. Stop the endless clicking on the computer, zoning out... other forms of ignoring what needs to be done.
Been up for 8 hours now, running from the need to write something to bring the therapist (now 4 hours away). Been running from that for 2 weeks. running from the pain running from everything real.
But if I'm always hiding, running, escaping I'm not getting better.
How do I face the reality...
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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