Hi Auroralso,

Yes, I have been through a lot lately. None of the videos of are myself. Most of my adult life I have been underweight or thin. I have never binged or really purged. Not eating has been my usual way and my first defense when I am stressed. With the weight gain from the medications, I have never been this heavy.

Thank you for clarifying what you meant by self injury. I still hate my body, but the bigger issue is that I hate myself which right now is the focus of my therapy.

Thank you so much for your encouragement and support.

CC

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