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Originally Posted by ClinicallyClueless
Hi Auroralso,
Yes, I have been through a lot lately. None of the videos of are myself. Most of my adult life I have been underweight or thin. I have never binged or really purged. Not eating has been my usual way and my first defense when I am stressed. With the weight gain from the medications, I have never been this heavy.
Thank you for clarifying what you meant by self injury. I still hate my body, but the bigger issue is that I hate myself which right now is the focus of my therapy.
Thank you so much for your encouragement and support.
CC
P.S. ~ What does IMHO mean
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Hi CC,
IMHO . is In my humble opinion.
Thanks for clarifyinh my confusion. I read about your book and saw the video and thought that was you in the first one.
I wasn't sure how to read you and I did a poor job thats quite clear.
My appologies. I rushed to judgement.
I am very out of the loop with the video scean . Guess I have some catching up to do . Ive never been a fan of reality TV, For the last twenty years Ive been living life watching only movies on Tv
and thats about it for the TV video scean. I look up videos for music and something I want to learn Like ice skating On Ut tube and that has been in the last year .
I have heard people mention that they see women who have been abused or have eating disoders wear thier suffering like a badge of honor.
I couln't understand that . But now I see some do.As is evident on UTube.
I was doing fairly well with loving myself from 1986 till 1982 and was proud of myself in a quiet way untill I was treated so horrablt by a professional phychiatrist and then got banned from an adult child support group and was not told why.
I figured this out later that it was a phyche nurse who made me out to be dangerous.
I have been a recluse since then its been a long time.
Then I got on line and found there are many people who don't think I should feel good about myself.,
That Im a horrible person to be feared ,and I owe much penence.
and I have been by a friend treated this way once again.
So Im struggling . Im fighting
and its so unfair.
I belive we all need conviction to make our lives better , We don't need to be condemed,
About your meds and weight gain.
Im sorry But I think when doctors prescribe meds to women who suffer from an eating disorder ad it makes them want to binge or gain weight that its just ,
Ingnorance of the disorder period.
I don;t hesitae a minute for saying no to such medication.
Im so sorry your struggling.
I hope your doctors will find a med that will help make the food struggle easier . And you not make your ED more work,
why does the road to recovery have to have so many stumbling bolcks
Hang in there..CC
Patricia