I know how this feels. I use to think nobody wanted to be around me or hear what i had to say or c ared how I felt. I guess my family plays a good role in this because they will make fun of everything I have to say and make me feel like I am completley incapable of anything. When I was pregnant all my family did was put me down and tell me how they know I wouldnt be capable of taking care of my child. So my depression took advantage of this and made me tel myself theay are right I am worthless I cant do anything. My family are real self esteem boosters huh??? I guess this is why I cant get any better with my depression my family wont let me. so what i do is try to surround myself with people that do encourage me and make me feel like I am worth something.