Hey honey. *hug* T_T I've been wondering where you were. (Oh, you do know a little while back someone borrowed your accound to post. I'm too lazy to find it, but yea...)

Change meds. I don't think it's doing what it's supposed to if it's making you gain weight, which will depress you more. Isn't there anti-depressants that don't cause weight gain? Ask your doc about a switch.

*hug* You know, weight don't last forever. It isn't permanant, I promise. :3 You'll get past it.