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Originally Posted by Sannah
So Phoenix, do you have some shame going on right now? You have recently made a big change at work which is really triggering you. Please don't discount that. Anyone would be triggered! You are also not able to sleep which makes things worse.
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Yes Sannah I am very ashamed, and disappointed with myself - and I expect T will be too - and I dont know if I can take that at the moment - which is why part of me (a lot of me
) says dont go! sigh...... but I will - have to face the music .
I know what happened was/is very triggering for me - but I chose an innapropriate method of coping out of desperation - I should have known better than that - I did/do know better than that..... and im still stuck in that cycle.....
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
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