This is my first so bear with me. I've shared my feelings with anyone else. Partially because I feel like no really wants to here about my problems and partially because I'm always thinking maybe it doesn't have to be this way. In the back of my mind I'm thinking I'm not depressed I just have a case of the blues but then these thoughts come flying into my head and I can't stop it. I want to think about something different but it doesn't help. I feel like its not even worth my time and that this is how everyone feels and my feelings are no different then anyones elses.