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Apr 14, 2009, 07:11 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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Hi...
Had therapy today. It was a good session...except for the fact that my T, who I've been with since 2005 told me that she wasn't comfortable working with the DID. She says she doesn't have enough experience and training to work with this and that she wants me to call the Doc that dx me because she has a referral for me with someone who specializes with DID. 
I'm doing okay with this....I think....?  I know she's not dumping me. She will see me through the transition. And I know she's only doing this because she cares about me and wants the best for me and my treatment. BUT...James, my most emotionally devastated little (he's 9...maybe not so little is what he wants to say) who gets emotionally attached to anything that exists is now hiding and I can hear him sobbing somewhere far away in my head. Even writing this I feel like I just want to break down into tears. 
Amber, my 12 yr old bully is fuming...she doesn't want to go to someone else. We just got comfortable enough to talk about this stuff and come forward and now we have to leave. 
We feel like we're being punished. Should've kept our mouths shut...just like our Nurse told us!!  
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