I saw him on Sunday and he hasn't called me back...and I don't have plan to call him becuase that's not making me happy....since we are back, he's never called me...
I feel so depressed today....I don't know how to deal with it....I have done my meditation and excercise, but I can't avoid the sadness....I wish he was calling me....
I hate myself being this much needy
I miss my ex-boyfriend who was always on my side and wanted me so much....wish I could have found somebody like him in my life again....I wish...I hope I can find somebody like him again....