Marsidotz (beads),

Thank you for your hugs & prayers & "go get em's" & "give em what fors",

The extra encouragement definitely helps....it seems that so many times thing happen like this & I have lost patience & am just now willing to sit back & take it....pushed far enough.

I remember when finally broke down at the end of my career, I felt like a tiger who had been beaten into a corner. I always through....either I will come out of that corner fighting & taking no prisoners or I would just melt away in the corner into a tiger puddle, never to swing my claws again. For almost 10 years, I was that tiger puddle.....but I have finally gained back the fighting tiger person I was before they tried to destroy me at work. I was always a fighter for what I felt was right.....it feels good to know I hadn't lost that "go get em" attitude completely. Thing is at times now, I will end up feeling beaten down again at times & really have to watch out for that

Thank you again Beads for your support,
Debbie