I ended it completly, the shattered glass has been turned into sand. There is no way i can fix things now, because i don't want to. She told me that she wanted to fix things to a point, and we kept talking and some truths came out and i ended it. I feel so much better now. If I let her back in my life she just would have done it again. She lied to me througout the friendship, and she was finally honest with me, and i told her i want my ring back, and that its over and i said goodbye. I feel like a major burden has been lifted and i know that i can do better than that (5 letter word) YAY FOR ME!!! but i know that later on i'll end up missing her, but i've made it this far, so i think i'll keep going.