Oh yeah, know what you mean. I am female, bisexual and have had many partners. I have also done things where I have inflicted pain and made people feel unsafe with me. My partner now whom I have been with for 5 years knew I had been promiscuous but nearly fell off the chair when he wheedled it out of me.

Its bad when you say that you cannot remember, it has been so many. I lived with the demon of hurting people but do not regret my decision to "experiment". It wasn't until a guy wouldn't come home with me one night because he had heard I was a "player', that I realised where I was. A gentle choice of words.

No regrets and I have paid back my karmic dues tenfold.