I have been staying quiet and just sitting back but things are starting to get to me.
I came to PC back in March and I came here to for support and help, NOT to see BICKERING, FIGHTING, CLICKINESS.
I have faught with these things ALL my life.
I am just wanting to be able to come here and know I am SAFE and FEEL SAFE and lately it does NOT FEEL that way and I do not like that. PC has been the first place I had found that I really liked and actually felt like I fit in. But with all that has been going on lately I do not want to be HERE...ALL of this has NOT been helping my depression any...ALL of this has NOT been helping my anxiety any....ALL of this has NOT been helping my SIing any and isn't that what this site is for???

I just FEEL so BAD for Doc John, here this man is trying to have a site for us to help us out and he has to deal with all these different EMOTIONS being throwed at him for different reasons from different people suffering from different disorders....that CANNOT be easy on him either...
I am just tired of all of this Cr*p and I want to RUN and RUN far like always in my life. I want to Cut and Cut deep.....like always in my life...EVERYWHERE I go there is trouble and EVERYTHING I touch turns bad......so maybe if I go away you guys will ALL be ok. again....
UGH.....just so TIRED of all of this......sorry for venting....