Hi Blue,

I'm just seeing you lost your Brother.

Im so sorry Blue.

You have had much taken from you .

you have made it this far.

people places and things do not last forever Blue .

This IS fact.
Loss is what it is
and it hurts every time and it seems to get deeper.

But you must go on ,
Because your a part of the puzzel of life .

You don't know what all is a head of you.

you may be integral in saving another persons life or heart some day

some where at a time known

you must finish shool

and talk to your T .

Your right it. it will not pass Its only through. And you will feel the loss the rest of your life because you loved your brother i a way no one else could and he you.

You looked after him ,
Now its time to look after you , I know you want to go be with him

thats a natural thought .

its gonna be tough,

ride those huge waves .I forget thier name . Tusnami

think of what you do have today .
and dream about tommorrow .

give to you what you wanted for your brother. Life.

you will have more things and people comming to you

and they will be part of your life.

I don't know why people have to get ill . but they do .
and your brother did .

It just hurts to the core to loose the last of your real family .

one day it will be our turn. just not now.

Patricia