SambaKicks,
I truly hope you are feeling better...

I read the pre-edit post from my email notification of new messages in threads I've posted in.
Baker Act facilities are stabilization units only, and I agree they can be unpleasant. The staff is usually caring for many patients and it's often hard for them to concentrate one on one. Unfortuantely, it's part of the problems of the mental health system in this country.
Finding a therapist can be a challenge, I know. Perhaps your physician can recommend one.
Therapists genuinely want to help their clients. It can happen where it's necessary to change if the client does not feel he/she is making progress.
No one is too risky to work with nor do therapists think of a client as being a crazy...a challenge yes.
Drugging someone does not have to be part of your treatment. You have a voice in this and as much as possible they will be honored...

Again, try to love yourself enough to think of the available help as being a birthday gift that will serve you well for a very long time.

Cap