Wow!! Ok, I just had a relization or, a breakthrough if you will, in that I just noticed that my attention is on the bigger picture. So, that means when I try to do something productive, I'll tend to get overwhelmed with the details all at once and then, get discouraged from the amount of work it's going to take. I had this relization or, breakthrough when my best friend called me and, after going through the formailties of catching up is when he said that I needed to break things down into smaller manageable pieces. That's when I put 1 and 2 together and, realized(breakthrough) that I'm focusing on the whole(bigger) picture of all my aspirations, dreams, goals, ect.