since i pulled up in the driveway. Back home from dropping off my nephew in Illinois where he lives now. Got off I-10 and driving through the city then down into St Bernard, its disgusting. Really sick. I was sick to my stomach. I felt an overwhelming feeling of doom. The one i notice went missing for two days. Its back.

I dont want to live around here no more. I dont want to live anywhere. I just dont want to live.

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