thelionkinglives
I can understand as I remember so many times in my life the domestic abuse I watched both at the hands of men and women. Color and race doesn't matter--what happened --happened. What is triggered is triggered and we have to deal with what comes back. I am sorry you had to see that. I have seen things like that and it terrifies me also to a point that I just shake within as though I am so cold.
PTSD is hard to live with without all the other stuff that goes with it. You did right to try to reach for your phone. I understand how the descriptive words used are how you deal with it. How one might be able to describe to someone for help. I remember things happening right in broad daylight and nothing happening also. Our windows being opened and the yelling and screaming, and the nieghbors sitting outside, yet no-one came to help.
thelionkinglives--I understand how you feel, and I hope you feel a little better sharing and getting it out. I know it was hard. Thank you for trusting us to share.
dps