I need to open up to someone. Fast I need advice,Please.
I am 44 yrs old and a recovering drug addict(pills)I got into a relationship with my nieces boyfriend it has been going on for 2 yrs. He approached me and I declined until I got on the pills. He gave me pot to stay away from the pills
I ended up in detox from the pills. I have had a few strays but I no longer do pills but I do do pot. He gave it to me up till a few days ago when My niece told my daughter who lives in AZ (I'm in NC) that I was "*****ing around" with married men. I had to tell my daughter that it was my nieces boyfriend I was sneaking out to see. I also rent a trailor from him and its right in front of his and my nieces trailor.He would sneak over after she went to sleep at least 3 times a week.
My daughter says I am a ***** and that I should not have done that to My niece.Now I'm the bad one and shes getting all the pity.
and he won't even look my way.
Please someone answer me if I don't have some kind of communication and symathie from someone maybe the next world will be better
My daughter is my world now I don't have her and I need to get myself back to the old me before drugs
I tried suside once I'm afraid I'm not strong enough to fight it this time.
HELP PLEASE