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beads hear your pain.
beads lissen
beads care about you and how much you are hurting. we get it.we have been there.............similar circumstances with ritual abuse by family members and other abuse too.,..........real mom took off when we was nine never seen her again...............found out that dad died from the social security office telling us we would be reeiving survivors benefits.....we unnerstands how the pain dont never seem to go away no matter what do or say or whatever..........an it does hurteds so bad............MeSo we will walk with you, every step of the way cuz we know what it is to hurt an so we our heart go out to others who are hurting.............beads would Not hurt another person on purpose for anyone reason becasue we also know what it is like to have someone even those that have called themselves freind and be exactly the opposite of that when our back is turned
so anyway beads ended up in forster care system when her was 12 years old adn that was not much of an imprp0vement.kinda went from the frying pan into the fire ya know.we does not trust very much bvecause others can be soooooo fickle sorry for rambling on MeSo we will offer you any support and encouragement that we can.