Hello kjb1985, it's nice to meet you, welcome to psych central.
My advice is to talk to your doctor again about this, maybe he can help. Are you seeing a therapist? Therapy can help you learn skills to deal with these kind of thoughts, meds alone probably wont take care of all your symptoms.
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