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Originally Posted by ArianeB
Hi Marjan,
I'm sorry that you are feeling so sad today. While I don't know the specifics of your situation, I sense your feeling of being powerless waiting for his call and I empathize. Do you feel overall that he does not make you as happy as your ex-boyfriend, or is it just that maybe you feel that he isn't a comfort to you when you're feeling down? Maybe you can write a letter to him and express everything you're feeling right now, but not send it. Perhaps in a few days, you can re-read it and see what some of the core feelings are mixed in with your current mood.
Hang in there - my thoughts are with you. The storm will pass. 
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Thanks so much for your reply....well...He called me last night and we talked....I think I'm getting too attached...but I feel better today....and I feel more power and I think it's more about me not being happy than him doing anything really.....well, we just got back together, we need sometime to adjust again....I don't know....I don't like to bring excuses for him...I had ups and downs in my relationship with my ex boyfriend too till we found each other being so much in love....I think I can't force it at all...I'm not at that stage of love with him either....time will show us...
but I do feel a bit better today....although, I felt okay yesterday too....
probably, that kind of depression was just mood swing....I hate my mood swings...I hate them....it's driving me crazy....