First, I want to thank you for trusting us to write. That took courage and strength. I want to say that everything everyone here has said is so true and you deserve to be heard and validated for what you feel and are going through. I know how depression grabs you and it's grips are so tight you feel you are going to suffocate before it is ever going to end. I also know how your kids can tell you that you are not depressed and faking when you are hurting so bad that you cannot see anything in front of you.

Do not listen to depression for it lies to you. You are important and you do matter. I am glad that you came here and posted and that you gave us the chance to reach out to you and help hold you up in this time. Mentally you are worn down and you need to take care of you. For you are important and for you to get better you need time. How much--you and your t will know as you work through what you are going through.

We are always here day or night to listen and be a friend to help. Many of us, I for one have been where you are and still are. I am glad you are here. Your daughter is like many people, my children included, who have never really known what depression can do. I pray they never do. You are not lazy. As someone else said--it is hard to do anything when you find yourself hurting so much. At times living is all you can do--one moment-one second at a time. But you are doing it and that is what counts.

Please keep coming here and writing to us. I know the tears that you cry and the pain that you feel. It is not easy but know you are not alone. We care and will walk with you and even carry a flashlight in this darkness until you see a light, even a little shine begin at the top of this hole you are in. Know I care and will listen anytime you need someone to talk to.

Go ahead and cry, it is okay--I know fear-I know being mixed up-but you have taken the first step and you are not alone anymore.

dps