I'm sorry you were triggered by that - it must have been horrible -
you did do somthing - you reached for your phone - then her friends came - it probably wasnt a long time inbetween - you did the best you could with what you had at the time -
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet