Thank goodness there has been no new FB's. I am still catching glimpses of things I don't know what they mean but I am not afraid of them anymore. I have been depression free for almost 2 months and it is wonderful. My T is still not dealing with this abuse issue. Just a lot of drawing which I hate. I am in an online survivor group that has been a lot of help to me during these past 4 months. Tips on how to ground yourself. The weekly tough topics has been very helpful too. I know that when I really get into this stuff they will be there for me. I thought I had to fight this fight alone but thank goodness there is online help.
I just hope there is nothng else that horrific my mind has to show me. My sister has been sending me pictures of me as a child that has helped me with some of the memories. Funny how you only remember the bad stuff and forget the good that was there.
ConfusedOne
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