My whole life I've been treated like a outcast by the one's that is suppose to be my family.I've been left out of some things and was sometimes kept in distance from the others.But I thought It was because of my depression,anxiety or panic attacks and I was wrong.I didn't feel like I was a part of them and today I found out why.

My whole life has been a lie and according to the people I live with.I'm the child that no one wanted (Damaged good)and they felt sorry for me and give me a home.It all came to light when we got into a argument and she said you're no child oof mine.It didn't hit me until my so call sister keep saying things like where did you come from or who do you belong too.

At this low point in my life why would they drop this on me now?Why couldn't they keep that piece of information to herself?Now I don't know who I am,where I came from or where I belong here any more.I don't know if my is the one give to me at birth or is it a lie along with the lies I was told all these years.

Most of my life I was an outsider to them but if they were going to treat me like this why did they even bother at all.They could've left me where I was I think I would've been better off.Having my life shattered right in front of me and feel like 50 devils has jumped me.How they expect to tell me something like that and I don't react to what is told to me.