I saw a 2nd PDoc yesterday. He put me on Prozac plus the Welllbutrin I'm already on. He says I should go back to the T I started out with 2 or 3 years ago, and see them weekly. My mom came to the agreement that if I take my meds without any hassle and see a T when I'm told to she would wait till next summer to put me in treatment(if I still need it). OKAY NOW MAD!!!!! She just came in to tell me that my first appointment will be today at 5:00. I have a concert to practice for tomorrow and am doing a solo that I need to work on. I know I have to much going on, but I'm not good at just saying no. I haven't cut for 6 days but I don't know how long I will last. If I keep gettign pounded with problems that I can't hadle or do anything about. These ones I can effect, but I have others just as big if not bigger that are completely out of my control. I have to go to class.