I'm not doing too good right now. I've kind of been being mean to a friend of mine. The reason is that they are leaving in a few months to go 5 hours away, to a different state. This is someone that I've confided in about alot of stuff and now they are leaving. I know that they don't think of it as them leaving me because we'll be able to communicate through the computer and phone but in a way I feel like I'm being walked out on. I know that sounds crazy, right? But its how I feel. I'm the type of person that when I feel as if I'm being walked out on I shut down and push people away. The way I push people away is being mean to them. Thats what I'm doing with my friend. They are leaving and I feel as if I'm being walked out on or abandoned so I"m shutting down and pushing them away. I feel bad because they care about me and I know they do and here I am being mean to them. As I said, I know they don't think of them leaving as that big of a deal because we'll be able to communicate other ways but I still feel like I'm being walked out on. My friend doesn't know how i feel. Do I tell them? Do I tell them the reason I"m mean to them and pushing them away? This friend isn't the only friend or person I talk to but they are a big part of my life and now they are leaving.