Hmmm, how to get help. Okay, their are community health centers that work on a sliding fee scale. Some places you can get tx for free. Doctors always have sample medicine packs that they can pass along to you, my doctors have always done that for me when money was tight. You may have to do a little hunting around for a place like this, but I assure you, they are out there. Can you tell me what area you're in? I'll do my best to look into too for you. One thing I've found is that they are always willing to give more of their low fee or free services to those with children. I don't have children and still get all the help I need.
Try calling the local hospital and ask them if they can point you in the right direction. Use the phonebook and just keep calling all the Psych doctors listed, even if they don't offer that kind of help, they usually know who can. What about Medicaid? Is that a possibility for you? Even GP's can diagnose and medicate and have samples of the kinds of meds you need.

Hope this helps. Let me know what I can do weathered. We really are here for you to support and encourage you. Let me know what you find out okay!
TgrsPurr, xo.

I'm editing this post to tell you that I know you must feeling quite vulnerable right about now. You've shared a lot of very personal things with us, this is very good. We, in no way, would take advantage of that. You deserve a big congratulations for putting yourself out there like this. I commend you and appreciate you.