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Hey Christina! I think this is a pretty interesting thread.
I'm just now learning about addictions and addictive personalities so I don't have much to add, but you've really got me thinking about stuff. I used to smoke lots and lots of weed, but when that was no longer an option I started taking a lot of Benadryls. Whenever alcohol is available I binge drink, but once it's gone I'm over it as long as I have Benadryl handy. It's sort of like I have to have something or I can't function. It's the same way with all my addictions, whether it's self harm, drugs/alcohol, a certain food, playstation games or whatever. If I stop doing one, I replace it with something else. That's so weird!
I hope a few more people respond to your thread and provide some insight.
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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