I'm working on trust myself. I feel I should be able to tell someone something without it being repeated to someone else. They won't look down on me no matter what I tell them. They will try to help me the best they can.

Forgiveness is for you. Not the person who hurt you. It brings peace to you. It a way of letting go of the hurt. You don't have to forgive, but you will hold that hurt in forever. That's why God forgives us, so we may live in peace. It doesn't mean you will have a relationship with that person again. Forgiviness is totally separate from repairing a relationship.