It seems that you are insecure about yourself. You feel that you are worthless, unattractive, as if your attempts for self-improvement are futile. Do you have a reason for this, or is this your personal perception of your own being?
No one is perfect, and no one will ever become perfect. This is human, and you must learn to accept this universal truth. Our existence can be regarded as lying on a natural spectrum. There will be a legion of people who will tend to exceed you in certain areas while there will be plenty of others who will perform slightly below the standards. Trust in your own abilities.
You are not a failure. You are what you make yourself be. If you choose to believe that you have that capability, and you are willing to assert yourself in the process, then you will achieve.
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