sorry I missed this thread...

I understand LMo... I mean, I have a big problem with allowing myself to feel good about any accomplishments I make. My T and I just went over this AGAIN today... since I just received the highest volunteer award (for an area) one can get... they only gave out 3 for the whole year... and yet? I feel lousy and ineffecient.

As for "looking" chubby... I have decided that we NEVER see ourselves as we really look. Not thin enough, not as thin as we really are, not heavy enough, not as fat as we really are, not young enough... not old enough... depending upon our place in life, where we are on our journey.

Do you have a picture of what you wish to look like? That will give your brain a good idea of what levels it needs to adjust your body to...

and btw... CONGRATULATIONS! 103 miles... (I thought you were going to complain about how sore your muscles are : ))