I feel so overwhelmed. I received good news about getting into school but every time I think about it I cry. And they aren't happy tears. Everyone expects me to be happy, and I feel like I would if I wasn't feeling so depressed. It just seems like too much.
It will require me to move to another state where I don't know anyone. While everyone says you have a built in social network since everyone new to the program is looking for friends, I just don't know, as I hate being placed in social situations with lots of other people I don't know. I'm scared that everyone I know will forget about me once I move. I'm scared that I will just be all alone. I know to some extent this is just my depressive thinking, but it is hard to shake the fears.