I am so stressed and depressed. I wish I could just check out for awhile.
I need to get away I think. I do not know how I deal with so much crap on a daily basis without going completely insane. I wish I was in the hospital. Is that crazy? I wish I was away from everything and everyone without the pressures and stress of work and bills. I cry all the time and it is exhausting to have to pretend that everything is okay in front of everyone, because things are not okay at all.