I didn't sleep last night, then had to get up this morning to run breakfast club. i couldn't be bothered, I knew no-one would turn up. Funnily enough, only one of the people working turned up. The music videos never happened, strings on my guitar got broken and I found out I have nits again.

From Charlene. AGAIN. So, tonight whether she likes it or not, I will be nit combing her hair. I am sick and tired of having nits and getting them from her. Ugh. It made me cry again

I am NOT in a good mood at all today. I almost oDed last night, I was so close to it and had been drinking alcohol too. I don't know what to do. I think Sky's going to call me tonight to make sure I'm okay, but I don't know...

I guess I'll just have to keep truckin' as per ******* usual