[circuitz]

So a little bit about me.. I'm 17 year old male that loves the recreational use of certain drugs (mostly marijuana+opiates-those of which cause euphoric side-effects). My parents are still married but their attitudes towards each other is always a temporary thing. Their marital problems are due to my fathers alcoholism (he drinks EVERYDAY till he passes out). Sometimes after my dad has had too many drinks he will leave the house without saying anything to anyone (either heading to some *****'s house or to a casino for a little gambling.) I'm not quite sure that this has anything to do with my personal problems as I cannot recall feeling unhappy or fatigued up until the use of marijuana and other pharmaceuticals.

My use started with my cousin when I was 15, we were both bored and decided that we should try the drug (no one pressured us into it or anything, we volunteered). After trying marijuana, I liked the drug because of the happiness and sedation I could acheive from it. As I continued use, there was no problems up until my mother finding out of it. For the past couple months I have been struggling with my addiction with marijuana. I have also tried experimenting with Opiates+Benzos, no physical addiction towards them though.

The days without marijuana are filled with depression and lack of motivation. Before smoking marijuana, I weighed 360lbs, and was a height of 5'8. I feel as if I replaced my addiction to food with marijuana because sitting here currently typing this message out I am 5'9; 170 pounds. Yes, we all know that marijuana increases the appetite, but in my mind I knew something had to be done about my weight fast. So instead of acheiving happiness from overeating all day- I began to smoke all day.

Without the marijuana, I will have the change to earn back the trust of my parents and the conveniences that came with their trust. I truly do not think marijuana is worth the headache I get from my mother and other family members.

I come here in search for an idea of what type of problem I could possibly have....Thank you

Hello, circuitz. My thought would be for you to get a physical to see if all the parts are working. You might want to see a nutritionist about a healthy diet.
Ask your doctor to refer you to a psychiatrist for an evaluation and appropriate treatment if deemed necessary.

The idea is start now to head off some potentially debilitating habits and addictions.

Good luck.

[DePressMe]

Congratulations on losing so much weight! Being able to control that aspect. That tells me are a very strong person. Hang in there and get any type of support you can. Posting here is a great step towards your wellness. I hope to see you around on the forums. Take care.