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Jan 07, 2011 at 09:16 PM
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i wouldn't say i'm addicted to smoking weed, but i like it and i usually do it to self medicate. and after a few times i honestly can't think of a reason not to?! why is it so bad? it always helps. and its better than cutting
__________________ I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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Jan 07, 2011 at 09:40 PM
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desperate&disturbed, cutting and weed can both lead you down a dark road. Weed can cut you off from reality and I know escaping reality is sometimes almost feels needed but reality is what we have to face to get better. The escape from cutting is the same. I know things can often feel overwhelming but maybe you can slowly turn towards reality instead of escaping it. Take small steps so you don't feel so overwhelmed. Just my thoughts....
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Jan 08, 2011 at 12:18 AM
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Hello Desperate,
I think you wouldn't even be posting here, when there isn't a little voice inside you; both smoking weed and cutting are selfdestructive behaviors. It helps...for a while. But you know it's not the solution. Maybe you can read here about people who fought for recovery, and how much it's giving us. (yep, I am one of them). Best wishes. |
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Jan 08, 2011 at 03:35 PM
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Hi desperate ~ Yes, you want to escape reality and Weed helps you do it -- but how long is that going to work for you? How long before you're going to need something "better?"
It's my opinion, and others' too, that weed is just a stepping stone to other, stronger drugs - drugs that ARE addictive. Drugs that WILL take you out of reality, but will also kill you. I certainly don't want to read on here of your death! This is no game we're playing. We're talking about life here. Sure, life can be difficult at times, but why should YOU have to escape and everyone else has to face it? Do you think EVERYONE should be on weed? NO. We can't have the whole world on weed -- someone has to be responsible. Please get off the weed. You're just looking for trouble and you'll find it soon. Best of luck. Lee |
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Jan 09, 2011 at 02:12 PM
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when the effects of the weed wears off nothing has positively changed in the meantime in your life. you're right back where you were. a vicious cycle can occur. __________________ Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Jan 10, 2011 at 11:45 PM
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thanks for the advice! i think i'm just going to stay clean, its gonna be hard since i can't see my therapist but i'll manage. thank you all!
__________________ I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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