[stolen_innocence08]

I dont know the point of this post. I'm struggling with a possible problem with ketamine. I hope people...reply.

I've been using drugs since I was 16, from weed to coke, mdma, ketamine, speed....I've tried everything except herion and crack. I dont use recreationally, and readily except that now.

I've been using ketamine daily for the past five months. I work full time and use at work, in the toilets I sniff lines, I use before work, after work, .... actually all the time. It takes me away another world. It separates me from this reality.

I am having physical problems from my use and am damaging my body. I have bladder issues and if I dont stop I will eventually become incontinant. Despite this I am finding extremely hard to stop my ketamine use. It;s my first day without ketamine and have had an awful day, panic attacks, awful cravings, I cant sleep and yes I will get more tomorrow because I cant cope with this.

has anyone had an experience with ketamine, what do I do?

[splitimage]

Haven't had experience with Ketamine, but I have had the experience of physical dependance on alcohol, and getting off it was hell. You sound like you could use help with the detox period. There are medical and non-medical supervised detoxes. Medically supervised detoxes have Dr's and nurses, and may give you other safe drugs to help with the withdrawal symptoms, while a non-medical detox is just a safe place to stay where you can't use while you get it out of your system.

Once you've detoxed would you consider treatment? Would going residential or doing an intensive outpatient treatment be possible for you. I know it sounds drastic, but you've been doing drugs a long time, and it sounds like you have a serious addiction. Rehab can be very helpful.

Finally, I would encourage you to get in touch with N/A in your area & go to meetings. It's really hard to give up any addiction without support, and 12 -step programs can be really helpful.

Good luck.

--splitimage

[madisgram]

ketamine does cause loss of kidney function. it also can be very dangerous by your abusing it in a long list of serious side effects.. i strongly recommend you seek medical help/rehab/NA. you have a long history of drug abuse. if you continue you will eventually destroy yourself. ketamine can even lead one to schizophrenia among many things. i'd google it to learn more of it's side effects. knowing the dangers of drug use will not stop you from using however.
so the questions arise...what are you trying to escape from? why do you feel you must be self destructive? what are the underlying causes of your addictions?
i feel you started this thread because you're concerned. if you are, think about commiting yourself to getting well. addictions lead to death. i know firsthand. i've lost many friends caused by addictions. they no longer are a part of the living. if you are concerned re your useage then seek help. if you aren't concerned it's russian roulette. do you wish to take that chance with your life? i hope not.
i hope you are reaching out for help.

[TheDragon]

Hello Stolen,

I've been on K before, and despite the fact that it was never a daily use I was addicted for a while. The problem is that it gives a pretty short high so you find yourself craving it again. The way it dissociates you tend to just be so nice and smooth rather than a stressed dissociation.

Only having been on K for a bit and occasionally using it, I noticed that it did affect my bladder/liver. If you're noticing it's really messing with your body, it's really time to stop at any cost. The effects will be there after you stop. I cold turkied myself off of drugs, and it's horrible, but in the long term it's probably better than taking more.

Ask for help if you need it. Friends, family, professional...whomever you can trust.

[Leed]

I agree with the previous posters. Addiction KILLS -- and you do need help with detoxing. Trust your doctor - ask him to refer you to an inpatient detox facility. This would be the safest way to detox. Plus they have individual and group therapy.

I'm "cross-addicted" meaning I'm an alcoholic/addict and I've been clean for going on 18 years. There IS an easier, softer way. Living sober is MUCH better than living high. Please get some help. God bless & take care. Hugs, Lee