[Lizzie B]

After two months of not touching pot last night I went out and smoked. I was so paranoid on the trip home it's a miracle I didn't hit someone. Have to pretend I'm OK to my folks so just arrived home after taking them to church. Now, I'm depressed and keep dishing myself for my actions. I do crazy *** things on pot. But, I'm going to a meeting tonight.

[-Astral-]

Sorry that you used ...i know how hard it is not having pot i smoked it myself ... am glad you never hit anyone but next time you might not be so lucky... you could have hit someone and you could have killed someone please do the responsible thing and get your self into a program and stay off the pot
Ella

[Lizzie B]

Originally Posted by XSeleneX

Sorry that you used ...i know how hard it is not having pot i smoked it myself ... am glad you never hit anyone but next time you might not be so lucky... you could have hit someone and you could have killed someone please do the responsible thing and get your self into a program and stay off the pot
Ella

Went to a meeting tonight and going to one every night this week. Yes, I've been in Adcare for this problem before. The problem is I'm caretaker for my parents every day.